Little League Baseball

I dreamed I was playing little league baseball, but it was for adults.Yeah, I know it sounds strange, but that's the way the dream was. I'm not sure dreams are supposed to make sense most of the time.

I remember being frustrated because they only let be bat twice the whole season. I wanted the chance to contribute and show them how good I was, but they never let me. I've always been a pretty good baseball player, and I remembered that fact in the dream.

When I was really in little league when I was a kid they used to give all the kids trophies for participating at the end of the year. We had that in my dream, but it was a little bit different.

I remember sitting there watching while they gave trophies to other players, but not to me. They just ignored me. I remember one player in particular. I knew I was a much better baseball player than him. The difference was that they let him play. They never really even gave me a chance.

I remember that I felt hurt and angry about the whole situation. I didn't now what to do. I guess there was really nothing I could do. And I really just wanted to play baseball, but I knew they'd never give me the chance. It was while I was feeling this way that I woke up.

The feelings remained with me a little bit after I woke up, but not as much as I thought they might. I don't know if you've ever had feelings from a dream stay with you after you have awakened, but I have plenty of times. Sometimes it's not very good, and it's always strange.

I don't know why I would have had a dream like this just now. I think everybody has been treated badly by others in their lives before, but nothing like this has happened to me recently. Maybe my subconscious just wanted me to think about what it felt like just now. I'll never know the answer, but I'll remember the dream.

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  1. Well, that would be a depressing dream. Feeling left out is never fun.

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    1. Having those feelings linger after waking is even worse. I'm glad this time it wasn't as bad as I was expecting.

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